What is PCOS? PCOS is Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome. Its one of the most common hormonal endocrine disorders in women. PCOS has been recognized and diagnosed for seventy-five years. There are many signs and symptoms that a woman may experience. Since PCOS cannot be diagnosed with one test alone and symptoms vary from woman toContinue reading “My diagnosis of PCOS is bullshit”
This post from Facebook really moved me. As I go through this journey, one thing I actually didn’t want to acknowledge is the possibility of a miscarriage or a still birth. This is something thankfully I have not gone through. I don’t know, after all of this, I just can’t even imagine how it wouldContinue reading “Its one thing to make it, its another to keep it.”
I didn’t understand at the time when Patrica said to me, “I worked this hard to have my children, and at the end of mat leave I decided not to go back. If I had worked so hard to have them, whey should anyone else be taking care of them other than me?”
Why am I talking to my ovaries? I admit that the IVF process is completely unnatural. It has taken me a long, long, long time to get to this point and be OK with it. I believe that everything has energy and talking to certain parts of our bodies actually soothes any anxiety that body partContinue reading “A love letter to my ovaries. A ritual.”
Background In spring of 2016 I started to get frustrated with Dr. Dickson, not because she was going anything wrong, it’s just I needed someone who was willing to be more “out there” with me. Someone who understand and believe the mind-body-spirit connection. I called a friend and found out where she went ten yearsContinue reading “Dr. Edward Ryan an angel in human form”
My affirmations in this process are: I welcome my child with love and courage I am grateful and overjoyed to be pregnant November 18, 2016 Affirmations Words of Wisdom by Madisyn Taylor Our minds accept as truth the critical statements we tell ourselves, but it can also accept our positive affirmations. The wordsContinue reading “Affirmations”
Before you entered this physical time and space your soul made an agreement. Before you came into human form, your soul had specific purpose or destiny that it had agreed to fulfil. This destiny was written and is your Soul Contract. When my brother was born I was nine years old. I remember coming backContinue reading “My soul contract”
New job started Sept. 2015 Retreat took place Oct. 2015 Inner Journey Intensive This blog is a little tricky to write because it deals with my employment but its essential to the current journey and outcome. I want to pre-empt this post and say that all these emotions happened at the start and do notContinue reading “The question that turned my world upside down,”Universe, what is next?””
No one understands how fertility clinics work till you’ve gone to one. I could explain to you till I’m blue in the face but you won’t get how it feels to sit in waiting room busting with women of all ages and ALL paths who are waiting for their internal ultrasound to be done and their blood to be taken. You can try, but I can forgive you that you won’t really understand.
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