How to read this blog some expectations and guidelines.

This blog is really personal and will express things that not everyone will agree with.

The dates in the blog won’t always line up with when the events occurred. There is a time delay of about two to three weeks. This allows me to process and write what has been going on. You may read a blog and be concerned but I may have already gone through the next motions and are OK. 🙂

The dates before Oct. 2016. do not coincide with when an event happened.

Releasing this blog took a lot from to just, “let it go”. Please respect this.

I won’t necessarily release blog posts on a weekly basis.

I have a lot of things to say and are using this as a way to be able to reflect back in a few years how I was doing in the thick of things.

Some times this will mean I’ll post things from other sources that I’ve read that have moved me.

This blog won’t be perfect and filled with grammar mistakes, spelling mistakes, and paragraphs that won’t make sense. I’m ok with that, because infertility, pregnancy and being a parent is messy. Lets not all strive and pretend we are perfect.

This is meant as a way peel away the onion of what actually goes on between two people who are trying to have a family. I want this to be authentic and real.

I will try not use real names if possible to protect people and myself.

Be kind.

Comments are welcome and encouraged. We are a world community.

Published by Soul and Fertility

The journey to fertility has been a long one. The journey to fertility started with the awakening that mothering is something that I wanted to do and experience. Adding children to the mix of me started with the awakening of my soul and little by little got stronger. It took a lot of work, healing old childhood beliefs and understanding where the original thought of being so against came from. I was never that little girl who wanted kids or dreamed about the white gown. I didn't see and don't believe my self worth was wrapped around family and children. Its taken a long time to grow up and realize that there are little souls who I have not met yet that have chosen me to come back in physical form so I have expand even further on my whole soul and life purpose. I was the one who thought pregnancy would be easy, just stop using protection and less then three months it would happen. It didn't. This is the whole story of how I got from feeling sorry for women that were pregnant (because I thought they were ruining their life) to the place where I not having children of my own is something I couldn't imagine not doing.

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